Reenacting the Process of Interpreting Uncertainty and figures as a vehicle to the process.
This page documents the making of Don't Look at Me, a painting that serves as a blueprint for my current artistic practice and future development.
My work explores how the human mind interprets uncertainty and constructs meaning from incomplete information. I translate this everyday mental activity into a painting process through automatic drawing and pareidolia, allowing unpredictable marks to develop into recognisable forms through observation and interpretation.
As an introvert, social interaction has a significant effect on me. I often imagine possible encounters with people before they happen, anticipating their behaviour, emotions and how I might respond. This experience influences my decision to use human figures as vehicles for exploring the process.
The figures I discover and develop through painting often contain multiple expressions and psychological states, much like how my mind constructs different possibilities about people I have yet to meet. They are not representations of actual individuals, but imagined possibilities shaped by memories, assumptions and expectations.
Through this approach, the painting reenacts the movement from uncertainty to observation, recognition and interpretation, making visible how the mind attempts to understand what it does not yet know.